I guess you never really think a crisis would happen to you, in your time.
Here it is, the COVID 19 pandemic. It’s crazy to think that a little over a week ago this was an issue barely on my radar. It wasn’t until after work on Friday the 13th that a colleague of mine mentioned they’d heard talks of the school shutting down as precautionary measure to “flatten the curve”.
Later that afternoon, just as I walked into my olympic lifting class, a woman mentioned that our Foreign Affairs minister Peter Dutton had contracted the virus. The weightlifting competition that I had planned to spectate the next day was cancelled. Shit got real.
I spent the next week glued to my phone and the news. I was too anxious to maintain my usual activities. I would come home from school, exhausted from trying to plan for both online and face to face lessons, parent emails and impending doom, and sit in front of the TV. I didn’t take care of myself last week. I didn’t cook dinner, clean or even go to Olympic Lifting.
What I learnt last week is that if you don’t take care of yourself, things will get worse. My house was a bombsite, I felt guilty for not going to the gym and unhealthy from eating hot cross buns or cereal for dinner every night. I decided to change things and on Friday, I woke up at 5:30am and cleaned my house. I ate 3 nutritious meals and studied for my maths degree. I then dragged myself to the gym early on Saturday morning. I was reminded of how powerful and comforting routine and engaging in hobbies can be. I felt so much better from just those small activities and went on to have a pleasant Saturday.
Today my life was changed again with the announcement of the closure for all non-essential business. This means my school, Olympic lifting and my sense of security will all be cancelled. As someone who measures highly in the personality trait Neuroticism, this really shook me. I like to feel in control and am anxious when I am not, normality has been thrown out the window.
Now more than ever, a sense of routine is important for me. I will focus on what I can control, what I truly can control, and forget about the rest. I’ve written up a daily schedule and will do my best to continue Olympic Lifting at home in isolation. I will write, I will connect with others, and I will share my salary with those who are less fortunate than me.